saki- nothing important

Today, I showed up to work 3 hrs late. It was a crazy day also, when I got there we had the inspector snooping around. Nate was busy with tons of customers and I looked like shit. Didn't have a apron and was slightly groggy. My boss has a huge to do list, he got from upper management. Which I and my co-workers will probably have to do instead of him. It funny how much I take advantage of my schedule. Lat night my family and I went out to dinner we had chinese food, it was great, I also got to try saki. The great japanese drink, it really does mess you up. Hence me being late for work( yeah, just an excuse).Well, i had the saki warm, it taste good that way, I like it better than absinthe. I still gave a bitter beer face and a loud argh. My cousin then spit her food across the table on my cousin brendan and my aunt. It was hilarous, I amke them laugh alot. Also quite gross but nothing got into my food, so I was ok with it. Well anyways saki is good but I sure have some trouble drinking hard alcohol. That's coming from well, Hi my name is Ocean and I'm a alcoholic. I haven't drank in 2 months but whatever. When i go work at resort my nickname is Chug. My drinking has become less over the years, turning 21 hasn't been such a spectacular year. Well maybe the first 3 month but then I had to slow way down and rethink. I like we're I'm at with my drinking but I'm afraind when I get home some binging may occur. Most likely especially when I go down to Eugene.
Ok, I very excited I'm going home soon,I have to find a job and a new place to live but shouldn't be hard. I actually have a job but I want to find a better one before my session begins again. I can't decide to stay home this summer and miss another gorgeous portland summer or go and apply at some resorts or camps. It's a hard decision. It will come to me though. Yeah, kinda in a good mood, should be going to sleep since I have to wake up early but chose not to. Next time I won't sleep 4 hrs after work. It really messes with my sleep shedule. Yeah, snow is melting now I can wear my skater shoes without worrying about slipping. I have no traction on my etnies so I slipp all over the place. And hate carrying them while I'm wearing my snow shoes, because who wears snow shoes while working inside? Ok, boring.

I'll remember I have no social security so I must live my life now! No more saving for me. What's with that plan. Oh well, he's a funny man. I never wanted social security anyways. When the E.M.P. bomb goes off how will we access the system? Strange eh?

I finally am realizing I'm worth it! somewhere that came it was directed to my highschool softball coach. Let's kick some ass.